What A Day

06.22.2019

We crave change but fear the outcome when the opportunity presents itself. The nightmares of being uncomfortable so easily kill all of those daydreams of a different life. 

The fear of not knowing. 

The fear of falling.

The fear of failing. 

We cringe at the idea of having to take a step or two back to move forward.

It’s not in your character to allow this type of energy to consume you. Replace that “what if” with “why not?” 

One push of a button had started what would become a 2-day “pack-a-thon.”

A decision so rash that I didn't even have the time to process what was happening.

As I sit on this train with all of my worldly possessions packed neatly in my truck, I wonder if I'm making the right decision. 

This time around, can I pull this off?

No, It’s not my first time packing it up and relocating, but this feels different. “What if” keeps coming to mind. Despite having faced greater adversity, it still scared me. Why am I scared of doing something I felt was necessary? 

It was weird but wanted. 

This whole situation felt nostalgic. 

Ready to turn around, I stuck with it and followed through. 

No, the transition wasn’t seamless. No, I wasn't completely prepared or organized but I did it. 

I’m forever thankful for those who are always willing to lend an arm and a leg. This move had changed the dynamic of many relationships. It repositioned my mind and forced me to face certain things. It forced me to set a goal and follow through. 

“What you gon do when the pressures on?” Jeezy told me that.

It’s been almost a year since I moved back to Miami and I can’t lie, I LOVE IT.